Desires to be successful multitasker

 I actually experience cheated ,not sorted ,in a hurry zone,yet super active . I navigated this when I didn't wake up at time , I encashed certain amount ,purchased half litre col drink tried for one sip ,gave it to parmanand uncle so that he cannot imposed me a fine. Lesson I learnt that I shouldn't have done this too soon because when I came out of library he asked me that the seal of the bottle was already broken so he didn't drink it I said I didn't sipped it I just opened for a taste ,he himself gave me a glass of colddrink may be that was his sweet gesture of certain kind of doubt towards me , nevertheless things were sorted soon . The emotions that I navigated was when I decided to find printout ad the owner of that stationary shop was hell pro in misbehaving and plundering with the customers he made me waited tried to be ignorant , intentionally printed out extra pages so that he can charge extra rupees from me and somehow he was successful in his cunningness a...

 I feel like dejected ,working hard ,giving tireless efforts yet not achieving any result , habituated of storing the memory and filling the space and making my work efficiency slow like hell which can't help me to jell up with new people  I have no idea when I was last free of tension ,what was my circumstances and feelings as life has been fast forward like no one has imagination regarding this  I usually dance ,it makes me feel happy and relaxed. Listening to the music also makes me feel happy and relaxed it adds like a cherry on the top.